Hahaha, besides MUSIC:D heeheeheee.
Well, just to giver her props, carly is awsomely amazing at dancing, LMAO. She's got moves! Right Nendell? hahahahaha. And she sure can pick hot guys! [barf on Chandy]
So yeah...life is crazy, isnt it? It just has this like, power to change at a moments notice... Like me asking my daddo to go clubbing LMAO. i almost had a panic attack! but yeah... Basically life is good right now. Im really pleased with myself for not giving in last night... I think David should be too, but he probably doesnt really give a shit. Although, Im still confused why he'd have a problem with me rooming with Wade at college. Wouldnt he want me to be staying with my bff and his bff? It beats like, strangers, lmao. I seriously need to figure out where Im going in this life... What do I want to do? Geezus. I know Im smart; So why cant I figure this out? Anything I like doesnt give me the necessity's this world demands...Geeze I love listening to Apocolyptica. Its so... relaxing. That probably stems from me going to see live orchestra's when I was little with my grandparents. I think they thought I was some sort of genius. Just because I could build shit and figure it out doesnt make me a genius. All their time was like...so wasted on me. Whatever, currently my ideal happiness is seeing myself into a nice little flat somewhere by a park where I can walk by mangy mutt and pretend to be too cool for school while I work my ass of being happy. I dont need money at all for happiness, but Im guessing that, if I dont go to school, I should get a job. Hmm...I wonder if starbucks will actually hire me...that'd be interesting. I feel like I have so much hidden potential... Like, I think I could have been amazing at piano or violin...I just never had the training....whatever. Ill just drown myself in music composed by others and books written by actuall novelists. bye bye golden opportunites.
Well, just to giver her props, carly is awsomely amazing at dancing, LMAO. She's got moves! Right Nendell? hahahahaha. And she sure can pick hot guys! [barf on Chandy]
So yeah...life is crazy, isnt it? It just has this like, power to change at a moments notice... Like me asking my daddo to go clubbing LMAO. i almost had a panic attack! but yeah... Basically life is good right now. Im really pleased with myself for not giving in last night... I think David should be too, but he probably doesnt really give a shit. Although, Im still confused why he'd have a problem with me rooming with Wade at college. Wouldnt he want me to be staying with my bff and his bff? It beats like, strangers, lmao. I seriously need to figure out where Im going in this life... What do I want to do? Geezus. I know Im smart; So why cant I figure this out? Anything I like doesnt give me the necessity's this world demands...Geeze I love listening to Apocolyptica. Its so... relaxing. That probably stems from me going to see live orchestra's when I was little with my grandparents. I think they thought I was some sort of genius. Just because I could build shit and figure it out doesnt make me a genius. All their time was like...so wasted on me. Whatever, currently my ideal happiness is seeing myself into a nice little flat somewhere by a park where I can walk by mangy mutt and pretend to be too cool for school while I work my ass of being happy. I dont need money at all for happiness, but Im guessing that, if I dont go to school, I should get a job. Hmm...I wonder if starbucks will actually hire me...that'd be interesting. I feel like I have so much hidden potential... Like, I think I could have been amazing at piano or violin...I just never had the training....whatever. Ill just drown myself in music composed by others and books written by actuall novelists. bye bye golden opportunites.
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