teusdays are the worst.

do you ever feel like your falling into a hole that you didnt ever see coming? like for one moment, you stand at the edge, and when you turn to take the next step, BAM! your down in a dark chasm, air rushing past you as you plummet into the unknown? ( a side note, I hate the word unknown. too many n's.) i just cant get over this cold, and its effecting my attitude and performance at school. Im tired all the time, I keep waking up late, and to add to the heap, my family is being, well, themselves. My only solace is that A] saturday is valentines, & B] my parents are leaving for a week that morning. However, I dont know how awkward the next week will be, living with my unstable uncle who, for his instability, has never had children of his own. Im afraid that next week will be hell, not just for me but for my sister as well. I dont know what he'll be like without my parents there, how I could possibly live with him after so long. Itll be strange. At least Ill be gone all day saturday. There's relief in that, at least.